Just Thinking Out Loud…

Last night, hubby dropped a bombshell on me. Or at least, it seemed like it.

He gave me a computation for additional taxes I needed to pay by April 15.

The amount wasn’t peanuts. At least not for someone like me who has not had a paycheck for over a decade and just recently went back to work. Gee, with that amount of money going to taxes, I could already buy so much grocery, plunk a down payment on my kids’ tuition, or even get myself a new dress or shoes…no, SEVERAL dresses or shoes.

I don’t really mind paying taxes. I recognize my duty as a good citizen of this country.

What I really, really mind is WHERE my taxes will end up.

So many working people like myself pay our taxes religiously. We can’t escape it. The built-in withholding tax system ensures that the right amount of taxes are withheld from our pay every month.

But for the past months, seeing all these corruption scandals erupting here and there and not knowing how many more of these kinds of scandals have not yet been unearthed, I think to myself whether my taxes are going the WRONG way and are simply supporting lavish lifestyles of corrupt officials in government. We had the fertilizer scam, the “baboy” scam, and now this hullabaloo about rice shortage and I wonder…..

ANO PA KAYA????

As April 15 approaches, I wonder how many of the employed folks, ordinary citizens like myself, with young mouths to feed, with very little disposable income or savings, will troop to the BIR to pay taxes and like me, wonder where their hard-earned money will end up.

Meeting THE Swing Out Sister

Now THIS is fate, fate, fate!

I had to bring daughter C1 to the dentist over at the 5th Floor of Megamall for a long overdue checkup (2 cavities!!!). After that we had a mother-daughter bonding time — shopping for clothes and a quick lunch at Wendy’s.

I told her I wanted to pass Powerbooks to check some books I was hoping to buy. As we passed the ground floor Atrium, beautiful jazz music was playing. Being such a jazz lover, I was of course attracted to the fairly large crowd gathered around the makeshift stage. Ooooh, there was an autograph signing going on! Wonder who it is???

So we go to the front of the stage where a lady with dark hair and bangs was sitting, signing CDs and who should it be???? Swing Out Sister’s lead singer, Corinne Drewery.

Swing Out Sister is a British jazz group from the 80s. Their kind of music is my favorite kind of jazz — smooth, sultry and pop-ish enough for C1 to love Corinne’s style of singing! It is definitely jazz at one of its finest.

Before we knew it, I was buying their latest album, Beautiful Mess, and heading up the stage to personally meet Corinne and introduce C1.

If there was one thing missing in this whole afternoon adventure, it was that I had no camera with me to record the moment. But that’s OK. We went home with Corinne’s new album playing beautiful music for us.

Here’s a sample of Corinne’s jazzy style:

“Joshua” the Movie

What would it be like if we encountered Jesus again — walking among us on Earth — dressed as an ordinary man? Would we recognize Him?

Alex, our friend, lent us a DVD his brother sent him from the States. The title was “Joshua”. We only got to view it in its entirety today as we spent a lazy Easter afternoon at home.


ChristianCinema.com describes the plot as follows:

Based on Joseph Girzone’s best-selling novel, this thought-provoking film asks, “What if Jesus visited small-town America today?”

We all knew he was different. And we all knew he was somehow special. But none of us knew how much trouble we were in. And how much we would end up needing him…”

A man arrives in a small town. At first, no one knows his name; no one knows where he came from. He’s strong. He’s smart. He’s “easy on the eyes.” The locals want to call him a stranger, but when they meet him, he makes them feel quite the opposite – like they’ve known him their whole lives.

Theo, a lovable giant of a man, is the first to shake his hand, the first to learn his name. “Joshua.” It’s one seemingly simple sound that soon makes its way around town, into the hearts and minds of young and old. Joshua’s name falls on the lips of Maggie, the pretty local girl-turned-news anchorwoman. It reaches Kevin, a troubled teen searching for his place in the world. Joshua’s name reassures Joan, a housewife trying to put passion back into her marriage, and it reaches into the soul of a revival tent preacher to pull out a lifetime of shame.

Joshua is seemingly everywhere at once, making the kind of impression that few have ever felt. But it is exactly this influence that creates a division between the stubbornly orthodox Father Tardone and the well-meaning but less-than-confident Father Pat, two priests who believe very strongly in the same thing, but in very different ways.

“Sometimes you gotta’ tear something down to build it back up again.”

As a carpenter, that’s one of Joshua’s favorite sayings. So when the charismatic stranger sets his sights on re-building the burnt down Baptist church, it comes as little surprise that many in the town, regardless of their faith, lend a hand. But what ends up getting built back up are each of their lives, their hearts, their trust in themselves and each other. Joshua has shown them how to believe. Especially Father Pat. And that draws the scrutiny of Father Tardone, who is not pleased with Joshua and his hold over the community.

“Deep in the hearts of so many people, there’s an emptiness that nothing in this world can fill,” Joshua admits, and this is especially true for the seasoned pastor. Why does he shun what others embrace?

When the reluctant priest finally recognizes the way, finally says the word through a whisper and a tear, it comes with the force of a revelation. “Joshua.” It is an exclamation of faith, a declaration of love and the realization that hope indeed does have a name.

That name is “Joshua.”

Hubby and I loved the movie so much and watched even the bonus features of the DVD like the behind-the-scenes features. Apparently, Joseph Girzone, its author, is a retired Catholic priest. He now has a second career as a full-time writer and speaker.

Watching it made me think: really now, if a man like Joshua (let’s put it in perspective in Pinoy speak — if a man maybe called Jose — came to our city or barangay or subdivision, and acted like Joshua did, would I have recognized Jesus? Would I have been like the people in trouble who saw their hope in him? Or would I have been like Fr. Tardone who initially viewed him with suspicion and disdain? What would my heart have said to me about this man?

The words of our community conference just recently echo now in my ears: “See My Face; Be My Face”. Six short words; 6 POWERFUL words. Jesus does not need to physically be with us again these days. All we need is to look at all the people we encounter in our day-to-day life and try to see if we can see Jesus in them. And then look inwardly into ourselves and feel Jesus within us trying to reach out to these people through us.

This fictional movie was not just meant to be entertaining, I think, but sends a powerful message of God walking with us everyday and more often than not, we actually do not recognize him.

Hubby and I will try to check out if this is available here. Does anyone know if this DVD is available here in Manila?

I strongly recommend that if you can find a copy, don’t fail to watch it. It is a movie fit for all ages.

A Jesuit ONLINE Holy Week Retreat

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* Do you have access to the internet?

* Do you wish you could go on a Holy Week retreat but cannot seem to squeeze in the time?

Now, you can meet the Lord and have a Holy Week retreat and you need not log off the internet or travel somewhere to an out-of-the-city retreat house. You don’t even have to be in Metro Manila (or for that matter, even in the Philippines).

You can join Fr. Johnny Go, S.J.‘s innovative and interesting ONLINE Holy Week retreat. He is currently the Director of Xavier School.

The online retreat, interestingly called “Meeting Places” is described by Fr. Johnny on his blog as follows:

I’ve called it “MEETING PLACES” because I think the mysteries of Holy Week unfold in three Lenten places: the Garden (Holy Thursday), the Hill (Good Friday), and the Tomb (Black Saturday). If we spend some time in those virtual meeting places, we may encounter the Lord in a special way.

It will come in 3 modules: one each for Holy Thursday, Good Friday, and Black Saturday. If everything goes as planned, each module will have video clips, songs and maybe even interactive activities. Starting today, there is already a Preparatory Prayer on the Philippine Jesuits’ site that serves as an introduction for the 3 modules which will be made available next week.

Fr. Johnny qualifies that this is not meant to take the place of a face-to-face retreat or be in lieu of the Holy Triduum liturgical services. However, it is another way by which people can, in his words, “find the Lord in yet another way this Holy Week.”

I invite you to visit the site and more than that, spread the word to your family and friends.

After Fr. Nico…..Fr. Danny!

Just a few weeks ago, I blogged about Fr. Adolfo Nicolas, S.J. (lovingly called Fr. Nico) being selected the new Jesuit General. In that post was a lengthy speech on Fr. Nico given by Fr. Danny Huang, Provincial Superior of the Philippine Jesuits.

A few days ago, we got another bit of bittersweet news. Our beloved Fr. Danny, whose humorous and yet profound homilies were well-known, was appointed by Fr. Nico as one of his 10 Regional Assistants and will be in charge of East Asia-Oceania.

This appointment means that Fr. Danny will be posted in Rome. It will mean a change of the guards as a new Provincial Superior is sought from among the Philippine Jesuits. In Fr. Danny’s own words:

“I think my deepest regret is that the Province will have to be inconvenienced because of my new mission. It is clear that this assignment means, not just a little sacrifice on my part, but also sacrifice on the part of the Province. Plans for the future now have to re-adjusted, and will involve some disappointment and dying to self on the part of others beyond myself. I am consoled however that Fr. General and other members of the Congregation have acknowledged and expressed gratitude for the “sacrifice” on the part of the Philippine Province. I am deeply consoled too by the response of many Jesuits and lay partners from our Province who have texted or emailed me, expressing their sadness but also their strong desire to subordinate the good of the Province to the good of the universal Society, their simple acceptance of the will of God.”

I have mixed emotions about this. The selfish part of me wishes he could spend more years in the Philippines as his term has been vibrant and filled with wonderful achievements and plans for the Philippine Province. Our family will likewise miss him. But looking back at how he became head of the Philippine Jesuits at a young age, I can see that that was a divine preparation for this new mission.

(our boys with Fr. Danny)

In a response to his appointment, Fr. Danny admits to being overwhelmed and wonders if he can even begin to learn Italian at his age (48) to get by in Rome. But in the same breath, he exhibits that faith and trust in the Lord’s plans by adding: “I thank God that I am at peace, grateful that I can serve Fr. General and the Society in this new way. I trust that if this is God’s will that I am accepting, He will take care of me and of the Province, and He will guide me along the way that unfolds from this day.”

We will all miss Fr. Danny when he takes up his post in Rome. Let us all continue to pray for him and his mission.

Why I Love IKEA!

Anton of Our Awesome Planet has this ongoing contest about Ikea.

I have always loved IKEA products. Never mind if they could only be bought abroad. When I was living in the States, the idea of modular furniture was something that caught my eye and the products of IKEA fit the bill to a T!

The IKEA concept is really simple. Well designed, functional, modular, affordable furniture you can mix, match, stack, combine in thousands of ways to suit your home, regardless of its size, theme color and design. They also carry home decor that’s both functional and great looking (eye candy!).

In the 80s, my brother-in-law from Sydney visited and when he opened his balikbayan box, he had a stack of magazines. Get what you want, he said. So I pored over them, noting that most were mags on gadgets and men stuff. But wait….there were a couple of IKEA mags among them. Whoopeee! I immediately told him that I wanted to keep these as I loved IKEA and the catalogs were great references in case I wanted furniture done.

He remembered how I enthused over them, I guess, because each time he came back to Manila, he had 1 or 2 magazines with him for me.

Now, I read from Anton’s blog that there is an IKEA PH. Clarification though, it is not a branch of IKEA but they are importers of IKEA products. I just came from their website and noted that while they are not yet fully stacked, they are carrying some great products for starters. Hopefully, in the near future, we will have an IKEA branch here in the Philippines as I really love the way they design their cabinets and shelves.

For the men out there who always say they do not know what to get their wives for Valentines, here is your chance to get something you can’t go wrong with.

Want to see my collection of IKEA catalogs? Here is a pic I took with a Valentines theme.